In the past, when I'd get depressed about the state of my life, I would feel anger. I would be mad at God for saddling me with a brain that was incapable of allowing me to do what needed to be done. Now, though, my brain isn't a stumbling block anymore. Now my failures are just the result of me failing. So instead of angry, I just feel sad about it.
It's embarrassing to be a failure. To have family and friends know that things are going poorly in my life because I'm just not very good at the things that everyone else can do.